Daughter of the Loom

  © 2003 by Tracie Peterson and Judith Miller

  Published by Bethany House Publishers

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  Ebook edition created 2012

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  ISBN 978-1-4412-0319-9

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is on file at the Library of Congress, Washington, DC.

  Cover design by Dan Thornberg

  To my three J’s—

  Jim, Justin, and Jenna—

  with love and thanks for

  being my support team.

  —Judy

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  About the Author

  Other Books by Author

  Back Cover

  Chapter 1

  Lowell, Massachusetts

  Monday, September 1, 1828

  “I will not fail,” Lilly Armbruster whispered into the early morning dawn. Setting one foot in front of the other, slowly, methodically, she continued onward until reaching the bridge over the Hamilton Canal, the bridge that would take her into the Appleton textile mill.

  How different life might have been if only Lowell could have remained unchanged. How different her life might have been if only Matthew had remained unchanged, as well. Lilly tried to dispel the memory of the only man she’d ever loved. He was her enemy now—as clearly as the others who had marred her beautiful East Chelmsford with their monstrosities of brick and iron. Even worse, they had renamed it Lowell! She shuddered at the thought.

  “Progressive industry,” Matthew had called it, pleading with her to understand. “It will be to the betterment of everyone concerned,” he’d promised. But it hadn’t been to her betterment—nor to her father’s.

  The sun was beginning its ascent into the gray eastern sky as Lilly crossed into the mill yard by the only open gate, the one that would permit her entry into the fiefdom of the Corporation, a fiefdom that had been carefully planned and cultivated by a group of Bostonians, now referred to by the locals as the Boston Associates or the lords of the loom. Powerful men—men with money, connections, and an unrelenting passion for the creation of the mill town they had named after their visionary, Francis Cabot Lowell. These same men had given special attention to every detail, completing their architectural wonders with moats, fortified walls, drawbridges, and serfs—many, many serfs.

  Step by step, Lilly moved farther into the mill yard, her attention now drawn toward the dull, rumbling noise seeping through the thick brick walls of the taller buildings that formed the outer perimeter of the fortress. She had never noticed the sound before, but she had never been this close to the mills before, either. The reverberating din seemed to be pounding out a message of doom.

  Despite a chill in the morning air, a rivulet of perspiration trickled down the small of her back. Swallowing hard to gain control of the bile that now rose in her throat, Lilly paused momentarily to deposit her bags before entering the building. There was no sense in dragging them along with her, especially since she was already exhausted from carrying them all this way.

  She took a deep breath and smoothed down the pleats of her bodice. Her gown wasn’t very fashionable or stylish, but she couldn’t imagine that would matter to the men inside. Squaring her shoulders, Lilly knew the moment of truth had arrived. She had to go through with her plan. She had to see this through, no matter how distasteful.

  A middle-aged man was perched at a desk near the doorway; probably a clerk or bookkeeper, she decided. He looked up from his papers, gave her an agitated glance, and nodded toward a single chair near his desk. With her fingernails biting into the flesh of her palms, she seated herself and waited while the clerk continued writing in his ledger.

  What would Father think if he could see me in this place? She pictured him cupping large worn hands to his mouth, calling out from the gates of heaven and warning her against such folly, shouting that she didn’t belong among these evil men who had lied to him, breaking his heart with their wicked schemes.

  Lilly watched as the clerk laid down his pen and scratched his balding head before giving her his attention. “Applying for a position, I presume?”

  Lilly forced herself to look him in the eyes—brown, wide-set, beady-looking eyes that sent a dark message. “Yes.” It was all she could manage. Her heart raced in a maddening staccato. It seemed to beat out the words You fool! You fool! You fool!

  In a slow, lingering manner, the man let his gaze travel the full length of her body. “How old are you, girl?”

  Lilly knew her slender figure and petite frame often caused people to believe her years younger than her actual age. “I’m twenty,” she said, straightening her shoulders. She wished silently that she’d pinned her hair up instead of leaving it in a single braid down her back. Then, too, her bonnet was at least five years old and much too childish for a young woman.

  “Twenty, eh?” The man looked as if he didn’t believe her.

  “Yes, I’m twenty.” Lilly stood her ground, offering nothing more.

  The man gave a harrumphing sound, then shook his head. “We have no openings. Did one of the boardinghouse keepers send you?” he asked, glancing about the room while giving her a smirk that revealed uneven yellowing teeth.

  “I’m applying for a position as a weaver or perhaps a drawing-in girl. My name is Lilly Armbruster, and I think if you’ll check with Mr. Boott or Mr. Appleton, there may be a position available for me.” Her confidence swelled. She would not let this man deter her.

  His lips curled into a mocking sneer, his beady eyes now narrow slits in a too-thin face. “Well, since Mr. Boott and Mr. Appleton aren’t in the immediate vicinity, why don’t you tell me why you think one of them would be willing to create a position especially for you, Miss Armbruster?”

  She struggled to maintain her decorum, wanting to reveal neither her fear of this leering man nor her abhorrence for seeking employment in one of the mills. “Mr. Boott attended my father’s funeral last week. While at the cemetery, he told me there would always be work at the mills for our family.” She paused, giving him what she hoped was a look of complete innocence. “Do you think he was insincere, merely making consoling remarks to a bereaved family?” she asked, intoning concern.

  The clerk shifted in his chair and shoved a bony finger under the soiled collar of his dingy white shirt. Exhaling deeply, he shoved his chair away from the desk and excused himself. Lilly watched as he scurried off and whispered in the ear of an older man across the room. Wagging his head first in one direction and then the other, he occasionally stole a glance at her from under hooded eyelids, his appraisal making Lilly feel somewhat less than human. Finally, the older man turned back to his work, obviously bringing the conversation to an end.

  The clerk returned to the desk and settled into his chair. “Mr. Nettles tells me there will soon be an opening in the spinning room and you can begin a week from now. Come with the others at the first bell. Report to me, and I’ll take you to your assignment. I’m also to tell you that there’s an opening at Adelaide Beecher’s boardinghouse, number 5 Jackson Street. Mr. Nettles has sent one of the doffers to advise Miss Beecher of your arrival. She’ll be expecting you.”

  His smug look had vanished. “And your name, sir?” Lilly inquired, putting her innocent act aside.

  “Arnold. Thaddeus Arnold. I’ll have your contract ready for signature when you arrive next Monday.”

  “Thank you, Mr. Arnold.” She lingered for a moment, watching as he took up his pen and went back to his ledgers. “Good day, Mr. Arnold, and again, my thanks for your kind attention.” When his head snapped up to meet her eyes, she knew she had failed to keep the bite of sarcasm from her reply.

  “It’s not wise to make enemies of those in authority, Miss Armbruster.” His thin lips barely moved as he hissed the words across the desk at her.

  A tingling sensation coursed through her body, and she could feel his glowering stare follow her every move as she rose fro
m the chair and exited the building. Though her instincts told her to run and never come back, she held herself in check, straightened her back, and raised her head high until she was out of his sight.

  Gathering her luggage, Lilly moved away from the mill and the disgusting man. Once she’d rounded the corner of the building, she stopped and leaned against the cool brick wall. Would she never learn to control her tongue? There was no changing things now, but perhaps it would be wise to try and make amends with Thaddeus Arnold next Monday. For now, she’d best gather her wits and make Miss Beecher’s acquaintance. The boardinghouse was just down the street, and a friendly face and a cup of tea would be welcome.

  A row of three-story brick boardinghouses flanked by smaller white frame houses at each end lined both sides of Jackson Street. A few children were playing outside one of the houses at the end of the square, and Lilly paused momentarily to watch their carefree antics. Had she ever been so young and lighthearted? It seemed impossible to recall such a time.

  Trudging down the street, she paused momentarily in front of number 5 before ascending the two steps and firmly knocking on the front door. The door opened, and a plump woman with a winning smile stood before her. “Welcome, welcome, welcome, my dear. Do come in and let’s get you settled.” Wasting no time, the older woman took Lilly’s satchel and started toward the parlor. “Don’t stand there gathering flies, dearie. Bring the rest of your belongings inside, and let’s get acquainted. I’m Adelaide Beecher.”

  Grabbing her bandbox and a small trunk, Lilly entered and shoved the door with her backside. She nodded in satisfaction at the clicking sound as the door latched. “Mr. Arnold sent me. I’m Lilly Armbruster. Where to?” she asked as the plump woman moved aside, permitting an unobstructed view of two long dining tables surrounded by what looked like as many as thirty chairs.

  “This way, dearie. We’ve several flights of stairs to climb, so you may want to make two trips,” she warned.

  “No need. I’m accustomed to hard work, Mrs. Beecher,” Lilly stated firmly, knowing her small frame might suggest otherwise.

  “Suit yourself. And it’s Miss Beecher. I’ve never been married. The girls call me Miss Addie—you do the same. Unless my sister’s around, of course,” she giggled. “Then they call me Miss Adelaide. My sister’s name is Miss Mintie Beecher. She’s a bit of a stickler for formalities and barely suffers the use of our given names. She’s the keeper at number 7 across the street. She houses some of the men, so her quarters are off limits for my girls.”

  Lilly smiled and nodded as she continued trudging up the stairway. “How much farther?” she panted. The first flight of stairs hadn’t been so bad. They were slanted at an easy angle, and she’d hardly lost her wind. But this flight was steeper and narrower. Her feet seemed to barely get a decent toehold before striking the back of the step, threatening to topple her backward.

  “Almost there. Just one more,” Miss Addie cheerily called back over her shoulder. “You can leave one of those satchels and come back for it if you’re having difficulty. The next flight is a bit steep.”

  Lilly heeded the warning and dropped her bandbox at the foot of the stairs. It was a wise decision. The ascent seemed never ending, and Lilly had truly despaired of reaching the top when Miss Addie finally announced, “Here we are.”

  “I guessed this might be it. We couldn’t have gone much farther unless you planned to put me out on the roof,” Lilly jibed as she touched the rafter with her outstretched hand. Instantly she worried that her words had been spoken out of line. She looked to Addie to ascertain if she’d offended her, but the woman merely smiled back at her.

  “I like your sense of humor, Lilly. A sense of humor is a true gift from the Lord. I don’t know how I would have survived the last six months without mine. I must admit, however, some of the girls don’t share my opinion, so don’t be surprised if you hear some of them say they’re looking to change boardinghouses. Seems no sooner do I get a new girl than I lose another. Which does bring to mind the fact that two girls moved out yesterday, and I didn’t need to bring you clear to this attic room after all,” she admitted with a chuckle. “Unless you’d prefer to be up here by yourself?”

  “I’m not sure,” Lilly panted, still winded. The lumpy mattress sagged in protest as she dropped onto one of the four beds sandwiched into the tiny, airless room—there was barely room to store her baggage. Two small chests were wedged into the small space on either side of the two narrow attic windows. It appeared that opening the top drawer of either chest would be impossible without hitting the wall, and she had to turn sideways to walk between the two beds.

  “You get two drawers in one of the chests, and you’ll share the bed as new girls move in. The previous keeper told me she sometimes had eight or nine girls up here, but most times just six or seven.”

  Lilly laughed. “I like your sense of humor, too, Miss Addie! Eight or nine girls. Why, there’s not room for more than four in this room at best. It’s not so bad in here right now, but the heat in summer and cold in winter would most likely be dreadful.”

  “I’d like to tell you that I’m joking with you about the accommodations, miss, but what I’ve told you is truly the way it is. ’Course, if my cooking doesn’t improve, there may never be more than one or two up here. These girls put great store in having good food and plenty of it. But I’m afraid my cooking isn’t quite up to the boardinghouse standard yet.”

  Lilly gave her a wilted smile. “Let’s take a look at the second floor.”

  Miss Addie nodded and led the way back downstairs, stopping in one of the two large bedrooms on the second floor. Lilly glanced about the room. It, too, had four beds, and the chests that lined the wall were similar to those in the upper room. However, this space was larger, and she determined that not having to contend with sloping rafters was a distinct advantage. “How many girls in each of these rooms?”

  “Eight—two to a bed and two drawers in the chest. There’s a bed open in this room. Well, at least half a bed is open.” She grinned. “Nadene lost her bedmate and will probably be glad for the company. It can get rather cold up here at night.”

  Lilly had no idea who Nadene was. It seemed strange to be agreeing to bed down with folks she didn’t even know, but apparently that was how things were done in the mill boardinghouses.

  “I think I’d prefer to be down here,” Lilly stated. “I’m afraid Mr. Arnold didn’t give me much information regarding the boardinghouse. I have no idea how much you charge for room and board.”

  “The Corporation pays me twenty-five cents, and you pay me one dollar and twenty-five cents per week. Washing your bed linens is included in the price. I’ve a list of the boardinghouse rules downstairs that each girl must agree to abide by. Remind me to have you read it over and sign the contract. I’m rather forgetful about keeping up with the paper work.” She looked over her shoulder as if to ascertain if anyone else would overhear her before adding, “That’s frowned upon, don’t you know,” she said in a hushed voice.

  “I’m not sure I can afford to pay before I begin working at the mill. I can ill afford to spend the little money I have,” Lilly reported.

  Holding a finger to her pursed lips, Miss Addie creased her brows in contemplation. “That does present a problem. I don’t suppose you know how to cook for a crowd of hungry girls, do you?”

  “That I can do,” Lilly replied, untying the ribbons to her bonnet.

  Miss Addie chortled and clapped her hands together. “Can you teach me?”

  Lilly carefully removed her bonnet and placed it atop the dresser. She ran her hand through the chestnut curls that had escaped her braid, knowing she must look frightful. “I’m not sure I can turn you into an expert cook in six days, but I can certainly help you on your way. And you can always ask me questions after I’ve begun to work at the mill.”

  Miss Addie’s rounded cheeks took on a rosy hue, and her deep blue eyes sparkled. “I think we’ve solved the problem of your room and board. I knew we were going to be great friends the minute I laid eyes on you. Come along. You need to begin my lessons. The girls will be coming home for dinner in two hours, and my preparations are far from complete. You can unpack after dinner while I wash dishes and clean the kitchen,” she instructed, already three-fourths of the way down to the first floor.